Today, I don’t have any makeup/jewellery related post for you. I just want to talk today. And, if the sentences don’t look in an orderly manner and you find a lot of grammatical mistakes, please ignore.
I’m currently in a confusing phase of my life with a lot going on in my mind. My energy meter has gone down. There isn’t any particular reason but deep inside, I’m quite disappointed with a few things and how I still haven’t learned some lessons. It’s why I am facing those situations again in my life. When I look back at myself 2 years back, there’s a hell lot of difference! I have re-discovered myself. I’m not that much of a soft-hearted girl I used to be. But looks like what I’m today is still cruel in this world (or not, maybe it’s my sadness speaking). I have learned many lessons but the lesson where I should put limits on takers is yet to be learned by me. Being a giver, I really need to set boundaries because somehow I always end up hurting myself.
You know like after a lot of bad things happened to you, you think you now know better. You are strong, you don’t let others take you for granted, you believe you see wisely and yet you still miss seeing some people who treat you like nothing.
If you are someone who doesn’t even bothers to check your schedule (50 times!) because a person needs you, the least you expect from that person is to be there for you in your time of need; at least some times. You don’t need to hear that “I’m busy” crap from that person when you didn’t even make them realize that you too were when they needed you. Ya, I know, expectation is crime and blah blah! But, I am a human being. I have feelings. I haven’t mastered that art of not expecting (although I feel closer to it). I think I just need to fit this somewhere in my heart that I need to let go of some parts of myself in order to become a better (Read: Less non-caring) person. I really do!
Please See:I’m sure after 2 days, I’ll be back to square one and even forget what I wrote here. Yes! Because.. Cheer up! The worst is yet to come! 😛 😐
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Hey heena ..this happens ..has happened with me many times ..the best is yet to come .. i love visiting your blog and love reading every bit of it ..
lots of love 🙂
take care
Warm hugs. This has happened to me. Everything and every exprience makes you better and stronger. Its not bad to be a giver or to expect a little. Its hard to let go but you will one day, dont let anything change the inner you 🙂 xoxo
I soo know what you're talking about! The best thing I did in this situation was walking away and never looking back. I think people are afraid of being alone, in reality you're never completely alone, so don't forget that 🙂
Sweet Heena, this happens dear, even with me many times, but I know that every experience makes you stronger. Nice weekend <3
It happens, even I have heard that " I am busy" phrase from some people who were close to me. You will e back within a couple of days.
Heena, if I said anything, it would be what you don't want to hear, life is like that. It happens to me all the time and I seem never to learn a lesson.
I think I know what exactly you are talking about. But, I hope, even after everything, you don't let things get at you. The world being cruel doesn't really mean that you have to be cruel. It would be painful, yet, protecting the person your are is worth that.
Hope you find strength and don't lose sight of the good. 🙂
Loved that you are courageous enough to share your feelings with all of us….warm hugs from my side Heena…n don't worry..these things happen in life..but the life goes on and on…common girl we all have time to check your each and every post…write one for us 🙂
Oh Heena dont be disappointed. U ll find many matlabis but the only thing is to ignore them!
Cheer up Heena… Good time will come..
See, that's the thing about life. It keeps poking at us to find out how we are doing at a particular moment or situation. It's darn hard to change one self especially if we think that what we are doing is the absolute right thing. But sometimes, still, we trip and fall. Not physically but emotionally. We ignore the signs and keep letting things happen and go on. it just ends up forming a build up and finally one day, after couple of years….whoooosh! the dam kind of bursts. I hope you are getting what I am saying. The problem with people is that they do take us for granted. Yes! And in our times of need, even after we allow people to step over us, no one comes to even look at you. not even a turn in our direction. So I have accepted that at my hour of need, it would be a real surprise if anyone in my family or friends circle would be there. Surprisingly when you don't expect it, strangers come out of nowhere and help . but we need to ask. I know, it's hard to ask someone you don't know. but there are people who will be ready to help. And you are right, in two days, you will be over this and there will be something else to look forward to. It's just a moment where you had to take that pause
You're Right!:)
Thankoo So Much, Hiral! ^_^
It's Not Bad To Be a Giver At All But 'm Too Much of One. I Need To Set Limits.
Hmmm..True! 🙂 Thanks, Swati!
They Do! Thanku, Rakhshanda! 🙂
Bang On, Lana!
Honestly, I Roam Alone a Lot n Often Like To Take Myself Out on Dates.. Have Been Like This From Beginning. I Just Guess When It Comes To Expectations, I Think That Few People Could Stand By What They Said..
Anyhoo, Thankoo So much! ^_^
Believe Me! It's The Same With Me!
I Promise Myself That I Won't Let it Happen Again Coz I Myself 'm Responsible For That.. Par Yeh Dil.. :((
I Couldn't Be Even If I Wanted To.. Soo True!
Thankoo, Nivedita!:)
I Am.. You Were Right, Subha!:)
True! Or Learn How To Handle Them!
Thankoo, Megha! 🙂
>:D< *Hugs Back*
Hehe.. I Lub My Awesome Readers ^_^
Yea.. Life Goes On..The Best Part About It 🙂
Thankoo!
Thanku Harine!:)
Oh Gawd! You Wrote Exactly What I Wanted To Say!
I Fully Agree With What You Just Said About That Strangers Thing.. Help Comes To Us When We Least Expect It n That Too From Kind Strangers!
I Feel Okay Now 🙂
Thankoo So Much! ^_^